Are you ready to be hella proud of me?
I did it! I faced my fears, confronted my anxiety, told my brain to shut up, & I took that class I wanted to take! I know it doesn’t sound like much but it was a mental mountain & I conquered it! During the class, my body is screaming at me to quit. But I didn’t. In fact, I’m gonna take it again next week. Take that, anxiety! Ha!
Last Friday, I decided to pull the trigger & finally got my right nostril pierced. I’ve been thinking about it for years. I told myself, “Fuck it. Now or never.” So I did it.
Again, I know it sounds minor but all of these little choices I’m making are really helping me out. They are all pushing me in the direction I want to go. They’re helping me form myself into the best version of SC. I can see the change & that’s all that matters.
Back to my nose ring
The reactions I’m getting from my piercing are polar. My friends either love it, like BS who said, “It totally fits you!”, or they hate it. There is no in between. I’ve been told a few times, “I just want to rip it out of your nose!” Gee, thanks. It’s funny to me. As if I did this FOR THEM. *rolls eyes* They don’t get it. This is something I’ve wanted for a long time. I don’t care if they hate it. It’s for me. Besides, I think I look killer so there. 😉
The past 2 days have been absolutely marvelous. I’ve had good energy, positive attitude, & feeling quite accomplished. All I’m doing is facing my fears & putting one foot in front of the other. I have a good momentum going & I don’t want it to stop.