discovering who I really am in the midst of a chaotic world
I decided to keep this momentum from my last post & go right into #2. Enjoy! PERSONAL POLICY #2 - BRIDAL & BABY SHOWERS Look. I get it. You're super excited that you found the love of your life or that you're having a baby. And honestly, I'm super excited for you too! But I …
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A few months ago, I decided to implement several new personal policies. These are my boundaries, my hard lines, my "not budging" ideals. It's not my job to make sure someone else is comfortable with my beliefs as these are mine. And this is something I've been working on accepting about myself. 🙂 And when …
It always makes me think of Andrea Bocelli Maybe it's because I recently turned 40. Maybe it's just where I am in life. But for whatever reason, I find myself making my peace by walking away from people or things that no longer serve a purpose. That sounds harsh but it's not. With people, I …
Hey It's been a hot minute. I've had a lot of changes. Some good, some bad. I've been thinking about writing for a long time but I wasn't ready. I just needed a break. A long break, at that. So why today? Well, to be honest, today is a really, really bad day. I'm mentally …
0947 Wow. I've had A LOT happen in the past month. I started a new job & was told on Monday that they're moving me over from payroll to AR this week. I'm super excited & happy about it. I'm really good at AR so to move over after 2 ish weeks is just a …
Today's post is written for those I hurt. No fun gifs or anything today as this is for them. I want them to understand that I am serious about changing for the better. Hey - So Saturday was...interesting. I'm sure you were like, "Okay, she's having fun" or whatever. But to me, it was different. …
1126 Okay, so I had a few rough days. And "rough" is putting it lightly. I'll need to do a deeper dive into this later but I completely binged on alcohol & made some really stupid, really dangerous decisions. I'm okay. I'm safe & I'm home. Just need to put that out there. Like I …
2258 Today was a pretty good day. I put in my notice & my boss decided that I was done at that point (haha okay). I was prepared for that decision so I was fine. I took a shower, dropped off all the equipment I had (I worked remote), & I took myself out for …
Well, today was the tipping point. I decided to put my notice in tomorrow. I was gonna try to wait until next Friday so that I had another week of pay but this is such horseshit. My managers have ALL unfriended me on social media & refused to have acknowledged my presence. I haven't talked …
0946 Waiting at the doctor's. Nothing quite pisses me off like waiting on others. My time is valuable. If they can cancel on me for being 10 minutes late, why can't I cancel on them? Dammit. I forgot my ear buds. I was gonna listen to audible or calming music to keep me in control. …
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