My monsters

My insecurity has been at an all-time high lately. I'm paranoid, overly cautious, & feeling like a fake & that everyone will find out. I've been so scared & anxious, I feel paralyzed. I keep feeling like I'm gonna fuck up with my new job. They've told me repeatedly that I'm doing great & they're …

So I got hired…

It took a while to get going (thanks, COVID) but I'm finally working at my new job (Job #1) & I'm beyond happy there. 🙂 Today marks the end of my third week. A month to the day I was fired, I was hired with an amazing company. I'm in Accounts Receivable which is right …

Paying my dues

Hey... So I've been in the midst of grief but I'm not ready to write it out yet. Everything is still raw. In case you were wondering why I've been quiet, there you go.  Thankfully, I have a list of other things I wanted to tell you about so, for now, I'll hop on over …

Be kind

Two thoughts I wanted to share with you: ONE: "Be kind to yourself." I was up until about 0330 last night. My body was exhausted but my mind was going crazy (thanks, Anxiety). As I sat there with my thoughts swirling around my head of things I should've done, why I keep failing, & why …

In the ring

Ugh. Depression is a bitch. Let me tell you how it's been for me. PUNCH ONE Okay, so obviously, everyone is dealing with isolation from COVID-19. Staying home isn't an issue for me. And if one more person tells me, "Oh, you'll be fine! You're an introvert!", I swear to God... Yes, I'm an introvert …

Penance

As a Jew, I don't believe or follow acts of penance but I do beat myself up a lot for being human. So samesies? In an effort to work on that, I thought I would write it out here. Sigh. Where to start? A little background: I'm dealing with some life-changing shit at the moment. …

So I got fired…

This week has been in-fucking-sane. Every day, there's been something new - either awesome or incredibly shitty. It's Friday the 13th (my fave!) & I couldn't enjoy it. Ugh. Okay, onto my story: Yeah. So that happened on Monday... I could spend hours telling you all the shitty things Boss #1 did, how much I …

You did it

In one of my favorite comics, Introvert Doodles, she wrote about this eye-opening reward system: I immediately was like, "OMG. Sign me up!" I hopped on over to a design site & created my own. Don't worry - these are for me & I don't plan on selling any of them. 🙂 I'm not about …