discovering who I really am in the midst of a chaotic world
Today's gifset was requested by MB. Certain character you wanna see? Let me know! I've noticed a new change lately. I told you how I could tell my subconscious was finally cooperating. But I'm seeing the effect in my conscious life. I'm overall...happier. I can't quite put my finger on what it was or what …
After probably around 3 years, I've finally turned a corner with my dreams. I'm so happy I could cry. Let me explain. Since Day 1 of starting on medication, I dream roughly 5 nights out of 7 THE SAME DREAM. Maybe not identical every night but it's all the same song & dance even if …
I was thinking the other day about those I've *held a candle for. Those I've hoped, prayed, begged, pleaded to get help & make changes. Sometimes it's because they're on a destructive path. Other times, it's because I care more about their success than they do. God, what a bitch, right? 😉 But I had …
Ugh, FINALLY. I've been beyond slammed & stressed for Job #1 for about 3 weeks now. Shit has hit the fan & I've been pushing & pushing to get through. I'm finally caught up (which, to me, caught up means ahead of the curve) & feel like I now have a moment to breathe. I …
Such a cute movie! Hey stranger - So Job #1 has been crazy busy (seasonal work & all) so I haven't had time to actually talk to you & get you caught up on what's going on with me. I still have my list of several topics to cover with you. It's funny because I'll …
So, as you know, I've been wanting to get some physical stuff taken care of. I'm 36 & I'm feeling the pressure to get my shit together. Not that I feel "old" but more like, "I'm not 20. I can't put off some of this anymore." In case you missed the first go-around... ✔️ Blood …
One of the greatest pieces of advice I've heard lately has stayed with me for almost a month now. But first, a little background: Being a recovering perfectionist, I've known to struggle with doing everything & doing it all by myself with no errors. Asking for help was viewed as weakness & my high & …
I've been overwhelmed, in a fog, & unable to think straight. I've been meaning to talk to you but I can't seem to get the words out. I'm slow-moving & I can feel the stress piling on. So much so, my jaw has been hurting non-stop for about 2 weeks now (from clinching, not from …
Last time I met with Dr. G, she was telling me to work on thinking with both my logical side & my emotional side. When I'm all logical, I'm cold to what my emotions are trying to teach me. When I'm all emotional, I can't see the truth due to the fog. "Ideally, you want …
Continuing with today's earlier post... So I talked to Dr. G. Such a breath of fresh air. Seriously, everyone should be in therapy. I told her all about how I've been angry & sick of everyone's bullshit. I told her I don't feel guilty about it. I'm just done. And then she said the most …
