discovering who I really am in the midst of a chaotic world
Today's post is written for those I hurt. No fun gifs or anything today as this is for them. I want them to understand that I am serious about changing for the better. Hey - So Saturday was...interesting. I'm sure you were like, "Okay, she's having fun" or whatever. But to me, it was different. …
So this isn't on my list of items to tell you but it's really important to me so it jumps to the top of the list. I spent some time yesterday going through my old posts. And in true fashion, I cringed. A lot. 😉 I guess that means I've grown, right? But more than …
Some days I feel like I can't win. And this week has been one of those "days."I feel stuck in the blurry grey area. It feels like everything is fucked up no matter what I do. I have been actively trying to do the right thing, to go out of my way to shower others …
Today's a rough one. There's your warning. Why are relationships so hard? Why is it so difficult to have someone try to own up to their mistakes & fix the damage they've caused? What is it about me that everyone just brushes over what I need? Is it too much to ask to meet me …
Disclaimer: I'm sure somebody will read this & want to reach out. Please don't. I'm not looking for a handout or pity friends. I'm done with that. I'm working through some heartache & this is how I'm doing it. I've spent most of the day isolating myself from friends & loved ones. I need space …
I think this is part 4 by now... I've been taking little breaks throughout the day in writing this. Disclaimer:Â This is just where I'm at today. I don't need anyone to "check up" on me. I don't need to meet anyone for lunch. I don't need to call my therapist. I'm not in any danger. …
Once again, I'm feeling really low so I'm just working through things. Sigh... I don't know where to begin. It's all kinda rough but I'll do my best to explain how I feel. I'm very depressed & feeling very hopeless. I'm in bed & I keep staring at the thick, black belt that's hanging over …
I'm in a lot of pain. Emotionally & physically. Let's start with physically: Last Friday, I was at the gym & I noticed my left hand/wrist was kinda sore. I figured I just kinda tweaked it from the weights & I would be fine with a day or two off. By Wednesday, I found myself …
Some of my friends have been concerned with what I've been posting. I really appreciate their love but I don't want them to worry. I want to take a moment to just clarify a few things. Please understand that I'm okay. It's just all in my mind. Outside of the rare cut to get a …
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finding my truth 