discovering who I really am in the midst of a chaotic world
My apologies for the radio silence. I've been chewing on this post for a few weeks. I didn't realize it was so difficult for me to get out. Thank you for your patience & understanding.I had a scary thought. I realized in about a month, I will have been graduated from high school for 20 …
Well hello there! Has your life been as insane as mine? Work has been absolutely nutso & I honestly haven't had the time or mental energy to do much else. You know it's been bad when you can't remember much because your mind is protecting you. Survivor mode is engaged. I feel like I'm getting …
Some days I feel like I can't win. And this week has been one of those "days."I feel stuck in the blurry grey area. It feels like everything is fucked up no matter what I do. I have been actively trying to do the right thing, to go out of my way to shower others …
So today's post isn't a fun one. Sorry not sorry. It's a serious issue that I've been battling for a long time & I'm finally at the stage where I can confront it & start to deal with it. * deep sigh * The other night, I watched "Clueless" on Netflix. God, I forgot how …
Well, we are deep in quarantine. So deep, in fact, we're hitting that phase where you can't put off random tasks anymore. We're so bored that we're taking care of everything even if it is begrudgingly because there is literally nothing else to do. So, this is a good time as any to update me …
Two thoughts I wanted to share with you: ONE: "Be kind to yourself." I was up until about 0330 last night. My body was exhausted but my mind was going crazy (thanks, Anxiety). As I sat there with my thoughts swirling around my head of things I should've done, why I keep failing, & why …
Hey - Things have been really rough. I'm just gonna type & see what comes out. I usually have something of an idea or I check my ongoing list of topics. But my thoughts are all muddled so I need to get some clarity. Let's see what happens... JOB UPDATE Oy. Okay, so after applying …
As a Jew, I don't believe or follow acts of penance but I do beat myself up a lot for being human. So samesies? In an effort to work on that, I thought I would write it out here. Sigh. Where to start? A little background: I'm dealing with some life-changing shit at the moment. …
One of my besties & I have this joke. We call when we're awake all day with no naps an "all-dayer." Like the opposite of an "all-nighter." We tease about it - "Man, I'm so tired. I pulled an all-dayer." 😉 In all seriousness, I've learned recently to listen to my body more & to …
I've been trying to be more "in tune" with my body & its needs. I know I've briefly mentioned something about this before but as a quick refresher, I've had this compulsion to get myself physically well. I know what I should do but there's this feeling of being overwhelmed by the enormity of it …
