Childhood dreams

I'm feeling a little better today. I had a few unsettling dreams but nothing I couldn't handle (I'm usually a lucid dreamer). I've been dreaming a lot lately of being in my childhood home & fighting with my parents. It's weird because I'm my 35-year-old self but in my 15-year-old self's room. I see a …

I miss you

I had a dream about you last night. It was a wonderful, happy dream. We were laughing, hanging out, & having a great time. I had some pointe production with some coworkers & I did a good job! I was actually quite impressed but I wanted to know how you felt, since your opinion means …

Treading water

So you know I was telling you yesterday how I was just floating downstream? Well, the current stopped. I feel like I'm at a standstill. I'm not drowning nor am I moving forward towards any kind of progress. I'm just...here. Back to treading water, I suppose. I'm sure it has to do with the fact I …