Thirty-five

As I was getting ready this morning, I was remembering previous birthdays. For some reason, my 15th stood out in my mind.  I remember getting some Marvin the Martian stuff (I was crazy about him). A shirt, a clicky-top pen, & a sterling silver necklace. Nothing you'd write home about but I was over the …

Meditation

I was raised by Jewish & Christian parents. As an adult, I find myself somewhere in between. I guess I would consider myself to be a Messianic Jew or a Reformed Messianic Jew. I don't know. I'm not a fan of labels. My point being that I find myself lately curious & leaning towards some …

My heart

I got some really personal & difficult news last night. I didn't sleep well from it & I'm still having problems dealing. Physically, I'm worn out & my body is reacting negatively. I'm emptying out & I'm having chills. Mentally, I want to give up. I feel completely overlooked & rejected. What's the point anymore? …

Switched on

I had a really difficult moment this past week. For the first time, I saw my inner truth. I wasn't actively searching for it. It was just there. Like a cold chill down my spine, I stood there tingling & trying my best to squirm away. But you can't squirm away from the truth. It …

All in

I'm an "All or Nothing" woman. Basically, that means I either go balls to the wall or I say, "fuck it" & walk away. It's the way I'm wired & I've noticed it in every important area of my life. Take relationships for example. I will be 100% dedicated to you & your vision for …

Simplify

To get out of the house the other day, I went shopping at Target. I love Target but I never go shopping just to go shopping. I need a reason otherwise it's just not my bag. I feel like it's a waste of time & money. I've always been like that. In high school, all …