discovering who I really am in the midst of a chaotic world
One of my besties & I have this joke. We call when we're awake all day with no naps an "all-dayer." Like the opposite of an "all-nighter." We tease about it - "Man, I'm so tired. I pulled an all-dayer." 😉 In all seriousness, I've learned recently to listen to my body more & to …
After doing some research & talking with my brother, I realized there are several items I don't bother with anymore. That isn't to say that my random list of things is the same for you. My life is different from yours. And there's nothing wrong with these things. They don't currently fit for me in …
OMG. I'm so tired of being so tired. I know. Every person alive is tired. And maybe the dead are too. 😉 And bitching about it is irritating & obnoxious. However... I've been like this for a good week or two. It doesn't seem to matter how much caffeine I'm taking in or how many …
I've been trying to be more "in tune" with my body & its needs. I know I've briefly mentioned something about this before but as a quick refresher, I've had this compulsion to get myself physically well. I know what I should do but there's this feeling of being overwhelmed by the enormity of it …
Do you ever feel like you're constantly running behind? Either with projects or your daily schedule or whatever else life throws at you? Because, same, fam. I'm not sure what it is lately but I feel like I can't get caught up. And "good enough" isn't good enough. For example, let's say there are 10 …
My desk is right next to my bedroom window. It works out like that not just because that's the only "good" spot in my room but also because I enjoy taking a few moments to look outside & awe at nature. You know I love birds. Ever since I was a little girl, nothing makes …
I'm feeling pretty low today. I'm frustrated with a relationship & I don't know what to do. Why can't they meet me halfway? Why can't they offer reassurance? They know I have anxiety. They know I have OCD. They know how I'm wired. They know I don't want to be like this. They know my …
I've been watching a lot of organization & cleaning videos on YouTube lately. As a whole, my house is always clean & ready for company at a moment's notice. So it's not that I want to be inspired but more like I want some new tactics. In addition to watching those, I've been redecorating my …
I've had this song in my head all day. It's like LMM wrote it for me. When I first heard this song, it resonated within me. Seeing Hamilton sealed the deal. In this incredible musical, Burr is alone on stage & singing how he's "willing to wait for it." Wait for his chances with love, …
"OMG why can't you drop it?""Just fucking stop.""Why do you care so much?""Move on already!"I hear this shit all the time. Welcome to my world.All of this can easily be explained. And after having a big fight tonight, I figured I should work through these feelings & actually take the time to explain why.The simple …
