Cake

I have this perfect analogy I wanted to share with you. I keep trying to explain my feelings to someone & it's not clicking. I'm not sure how to bring my point across. I think this "story" helps a lot & hopefully, it'll make sense.Let's pretend it's my birthday. And let's say my friend, Mary, …

Derailed

Today's a rough one. There's your warning. Why are relationships so hard? Why is it so difficult to have someone try to own up to their mistakes & fix the damage they've caused? What is it about me that everyone just brushes over what I need? Is it too much to ask to meet me …

Hiatus

So after my last quasi-drunken rambling, I decided I needed a break. A break from people, a break from blogging, a break from anything I could get away from. I know I'm still healing & that it's not a linear process. Some days are awesome & others are really rough. I had a heart-to-heart with …

Kaleidoscope

Today's gifset is by Mochimochi because, holy crap, it's cute! I was thinking last night about my eclectic beliefs & how I feel all over the map. For someone who is "all or nothing," lemme tell you, it's bizarre. So where to start: SPIRITUALITY As you know, I'm Jewish but I was raised Christian. Think …

My monsters

My insecurity has been at an all-time high lately. I'm paranoid, overly cautious, & feeling like a fake & that everyone will find out. I've been so scared & anxious, I feel paralyzed. I keep feeling like I'm gonna fuck up with my new job. They've told me repeatedly that I'm doing great & they're …

So I got hired…

It took a while to get going (thanks, COVID) but I'm finally working at my new job (Job #1) & I'm beyond happy there. 🙂 Today marks the end of my third week. A month to the day I was fired, I was hired with an amazing company. I'm in Accounts Receivable which is right …