discovering who I really am in the midst of a chaotic world
I'm so bored today at work. There's literally nothing for me to do. And why is that? Because I'm so Type A that I'm way ahead in work. And because I work primarily in past dues & collections, I can't so much send a notice to a vendor when they're not late yet. 😉 So …
I mentioned earlier how Dr. G told me to instill some mini rewards into my life. I've been thinking about that a lot. What is something small that benefits me yet is enough of a carrot for me to pursue? I started to think about little rewards around my house - my favorite cuppa, a …
I mentioned a few weeks ago how I was ready to set up & smash some goals. Staying with that theme, here are my goals for October. – A snapshot – SPIRITUAL: 5 → 6 MENTAL: 4 → 5 PHYSICAL: 3 → 4 SOCIAL: 4 → 7 CAREER: 7 → 8 FINANCIAL: 5 → 6 …
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I'm gonna need a good plan. Like a set goal with my paychecks or something. With a clear goal, I can hit it. Right now, I feel like I'm just winging it & I'm not a fan. I don't work well with aimless direction. Make it clear-cut & I'll destroy it. Leave nothing up to …
I'm trying to be smart with my finances but I have a confession: I've bought A LOT lately. I think it's just that time of the year. Recitals, Graduations, & heading into summer. I don't know about you but I find myself somehow running out of items or things are crapping out right about now. …
I can't read that phrase without having Bruce Buffer's voice in my head. Who's Bruce Buffer? He's the guy who announces the main event at UFC fights. His brother, Michael, does the "Let's get ready to rumble!" for wrestling. Sound familiar? If not, just listen to a random Jock Jams song & I'm sure you'll hear …
I'm ready to scream. My chest is tight & it's taking everything in me to hold my tongue & to not lash out at my bosses. Which, let's face it, wouldn't behoove me to do that. 😉 Both of my bosses work on their own time. Neither one is considerate of anyone else's schedule but …
I realized something kinda scary today. At first, I thought I just had some random bug bites, which is weird because I haven't really been outside yet. Then a new thought, a more accurate thought jumped in. I bet this is hives. Fuck. I've been so stressed that my body is freaking the fuck out. …
So I'm not really kicking off these last 3 weeks in a positive direction. 
I woke up at 0300 feeling dizzy & starting to sweat. Within 15 minutes, I was on the toilet with a trash can in my lap. Yep. One of those days. The good news is that I'm pretty sure it's …
finding my truth 