discovering who I really am in the midst of a chaotic world
It's that time of the year again. A little earlier than last year but I'm there & ready to go. I have no idea where I want to start all of this. I feel like this: Here's what I've been dealing with... CAREER Job #1 is REALLY pissing me off. I told Boss I …
Disclaimer: I'm sure somebody will read this & want to reach out. Please don't. I'm not looking for a handout or pity friends. I'm done with that. I'm working through some heartache & this is how I'm doing it. I've spent most of the day isolating myself from friends & loved ones. I need space …
I know I've mentioned this before but it's weighing on my mind today... I'm so done with waiting and waiting and waiting for people to get their shit together. I realized today that while waiting for a change that will never happen, I'm putting my life on hold. Why do I do that? Why can't …
Continuing with emptying out my heart & my mind, this one is really painful & hard to write. I'm having to take a lot of breaks & calm down so that I don't get worked up into an attack. My apologies if it doesn't flow well... Trigger warning: Abusive parent I'm not her. It's a …
Today's post is about menstruation. This is the only warning you get. Something that affects billions of women every month doesn't need a warning but I realize some of you might be squeamish. Okay, so it's my Red Week. I'm downing ibuprofen & acetaminophen like candy. I'm drinking so much water I'm peeing around the …
Trigger warning: physical abuse Remember how I mentioned there's a lot I wanna tell you but my mind's been a blank? I bought a little notepad today (my weakness) so I can write them down as they come to me. Ergo, this post. 🙂 I've told Dr. G several times about some of the emotional …
Holy fuck. I'm in a lot of pain. It started a little after lunch. This annoying stabbing pain on my left side. But unlike a "normal" ice pick headache, it didn't go away. I took meds but it still grew & grew. It wasn't long before I drew the shades, put relaxing music on, put …
finding my truth 