Finally

Sigh. I'm on the upswing today. About time, right? Which means I should be back to "normal" tomorrow. Normal. What the fuck does that even mean? Nobody is "normal." We all fight different demons on different levels. I think we just reach an impasse & during that time, everything calms down. I think part of …

Happy

I realized something wonderful today. I've been trying to consciously make good decisions. To be honest, I've failed more than I've succeeded. I'm a work in process & it's been a long process at that. But something felt different this morning. I woke up smiling. I felt hopeful. Even on my good days, I didn't …