discovering who I really am in the midst of a chaotic world
As a Jew, I don't believe or follow acts of penance but I do beat myself up a lot for being human. So samesies? In an effort to work on that, I thought I would write it out here. Sigh. Where to start? A little background: I'm dealing with some life-changing shit at the moment. …
This week has been in-fucking-sane. Every day, there's been something new - either awesome or incredibly shitty. It's Friday the 13th (my fave!) & I couldn't enjoy it. Ugh. Okay, onto my story: Yeah. So that happened on Monday... I could spend hours telling you all the shitty things Boss #1 did, how much I …
After doing some research & talking with my brother, I realized there are several items I don't bother with anymore. That isn't to say that my random list of things is the same for you. My life is different from yours. And there's nothing wrong with these things. They don't currently fit for me in …
Today's gifset was requested by MB. Certain character you wanna see? Let me know! I've noticed a new change lately. I told you how I could tell my subconscious was finally cooperating. But I'm seeing the effect in my conscious life. I'm overall...happier. I can't quite put my finger on what it was or what …
So yesterday was my 37th birthday. Woo hoo! My birthday has always been a big deal to me. For an attention-starved girl, I looked forward to the day when everyone had to be nice & pay attention to me. Oh, neuroses... so fun. I told friends & CG to not get me anything & I …
I think I'm gonna do these monthly goals until I hit one year. Good little motivator, right? – A snapshot – PHYSICAL: 5 → 6 FINANCIAL: 6 → 7 – The details – PHYSICAL: 5 I would say I'm pretty much maintaining at this point. I've been absolutely exhausted for the past few weeks (because …
Ten days in & I'm just now doing this. Whoops. – A snapshot – PHYSICAL: 5 → 6 FINANCIAL: 6 → 7 – The details – PHYSICAL: 5 I've recently had a wakeup call about my physical health. Dr. G pretty much confirmed it for me as well. Being all or nothing, I've dived in …
Ugh. I'm emotionally, financially, socially, mentally, physically exhausted. I know. Everyone says that. I feel like today it's not an exaggeration. EMOTIONALLY I'm numb. There's some shit that has upset me (intimate relationships have their ups & downs) but I'm tired of going around & around. Fine. I give up. You win. Have it your way. …
I'm late getting this out, but as you know, I've had other things on my mind. 😉 – A snapshot – PHYSICAL: 4 → 5 FINANCIAL: 5 → 6 – The details – PHYSICAL: 4 Ugh. I've been feeling off for about a week. I haven't been eating much & I'm emptying out a lot. …
Bees look SO fuzzy! 🐝 Little late this month but that's okay. My focus has been on decluttering my mental & physical space. And it's been glorious. 🙂 As you can tell, I'm entering into this phase where I'm strictly physical & financial. This might just be where I'm at for the rest of the …
finding my truth 