discovering who I really am in the midst of a chaotic world
I had an interesting dream last night... I dreamt I was hooking up on the side with an old boyfriend. By "old," I mean, I haven't seen him or talked to him in at least 5 years & we very briefly dated 20 years ago. I don't think about him so I'm not sure why …
So I'm pretty sure I've entered a new level of hell - having a full blown panic attack in my dream. Yeah. That's been a fucking blast. Waking up with chest pains, elevated breathing, & in a cold sweat. I know it's just a dream. I KNOW. But to my mind, it was real. To …
Sigh. I'm on the upswing today. About time, right? Which means I should be back to "normal" tomorrow. Normal. What the fuck does that even mean? Nobody is "normal." We all fight different demons on different levels. I think we just reach an impasse & during that time, everything calms down. I think part of …
I had a GREAT dream last night (read: sarcasm). I woke up feeling shitty & defeated. I dreamt I was back in high school. For some reason, my graduating class had to redo our senior year. So here were a bunch of 33, 34, 35 year olds taking classes again. One of my high school …
finding my truth 