Finally

Sigh. I'm on the upswing today. About time, right? Which means I should be back to "normal" tomorrow. Normal. What the fuck does that even mean? Nobody is "normal." We all fight different demons on different levels. I think we just reach an impasse & during that time, everything calms down. I think part of …

Day 3

Ugh. Still in this funk. The good news is I can tell I'm "over the hump." I only cried a little bit today & I got more done at work & at home. I do work hard to not let it affect my jobs. I plaster on a smile, grind my teeth, & press on. …

Bad day

Today was bad. Really bad. It was a low day to begin with. As anyone with depression can tell you, sometimes you can catch it & see it coming but not always. Sometimes you go to bed thinking you're gonna wake up & be crazy productive. But then depression is like, "Nah, fam" & you're …