discovering who I really am in the midst of a chaotic world
I attended a strict "Christian" high school. True to the patriarchal doctrine that's been so ingrained in our society, I couldn't wear shorts that were "too short" by their standards. We did the "fingertip test" for length (giggity). A girl had to have her arms down by her side & if her shorts were shorter …
Quick mythology lesson: Janus is the Roman god of beginnings & endings. He has two faces since he's looking at both the past & the future. However, in my situation, I feel like Janus is an appropriate nickname for my boss. Don't get me wrong - I'm not trying to drag her name through the mud. …
I'm feeling like a failure again. I skipped yoga today. I actually went back to bed & slept for about 3 more hours. I'm absolutely exhausted & worn out. Yes, I slept fine last night. Just hypersomnia again. I've been yawning all day since I got up. I forced myself to take a shower to …
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Ugh. All day long, it's felt like I'm lost in a deep fog. I can't seem to shake it off & push forward. I've tried tea & Diet Coke, I took a nap, I went outside - nothing. I've been wearing my glasses (that I only use for driving or when I'm really tired) all …
I'm sorry I haven't said anything in a while. I've been mulling a few things over. I've been reading more & focusing on more "me time." I've pulled back from social media & trying to get back to basics. It's a process, but I assure you, this is my process. I don't know how long …
I have a new pet peeve - relationship chameleons. You know the type. They change whoever they are to please or impress the other person in the relationship. Oh, you like this actor? He's been their favorite for years, didn't you know? You drink whiskey? What do you know - they do, too! You think …
God, I love that quote. Don't you? I was talking to a gorgeous friend of mine this morning, LL. She's one of these lucky few who are beautiful on the inside as well as the outside. 🙂 I told her I felt ignored by certain friends. It seems as if people only need me when …
So I'm one of these people who turn crazy red. A lot. I'm not even embarrassed or ashamed. Just the attention on me or laughing or whatever triggers the blushing response in me. It annoys me. But it's nothing compared to every asshole on the planet pointing it out. *side eyes for days* "OMG! Look …
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finding my truth 