discovering who I really am in the midst of a chaotic world
Yesterday was rough. I did everything I could to not snap. I sorta snapped at my loved ones but nowhere near what I was feeling internal. I'm human so sometimes I fuck up, yes. Considering everything I was going through, I did really well. As you know, I'm not a fan of bird-dogging. Like it …
I'm not sure what I want to talk to you about today so I'm just gonna get whatever's on my mind at the moment out. Don't get me wrong - I have a list on my desk of various topics I need to tell you & work through. But, as you know, everything's been a …
Well, this sucks. Remember yesterday how I was honest & direct with what I need? Friend #1 & #2 have been damn near silent all day. Like maybe one or two lines of text. That's it. But that's nothing compared to Friend #3. I talked to them briefly on the phone & they sound happy. …
Continuing with today's earlier post... So I talked to Dr. G. Such a breath of fresh air. Seriously, everyone should be in therapy. I told her all about how I've been angry & sick of everyone's bullshit. I told her I don't feel guilty about it. I'm just done. And then she said the most …
I know, I know. I've been AWOL again. I've been swamped with work (Job #1). See, Boss went out of the country on vacation & sadly, this is when I have to use the opportunity to correct some fucked up wrongs without being interrupted every 2 minutes or micromanaged. It's a LOT of work up …
It's that time of the year again. A little earlier than last year but I'm there & ready to go. I have no idea where I want to start all of this. I feel like this: Here's what I've been dealing with... CAREER Job #1 is REALLY pissing me off. I told Boss I …
Today's post is about menstruation. This is the only warning you get. Something that affects billions of women every month doesn't need a warning but I realize some of you might be squeamish. Okay, so it's my Red Week. I'm downing ibuprofen & acetaminophen like candy. I'm drinking so much water I'm peeing around the …
It wasn't my intention to write about this. In fact, I have a list of other issues I want to work out. But this one jumps to the top of the list just because I can't stop thinking about anything else. I've tried a few distractions and it's just getting louder. I find myself rubbing …
I had a lot of little things happen today so I wanted to take a moment & share what's going on. Really, I just need to get it out so that my mind can process it. 🙂 SLEEP I slept like shit last night. I was exhausted so I fell asleep quickly, which is great. …
If an 8-year-old can do it, what's your excuse? I have this pet peeve. Actually, it runs in my family: Whenever I give a gift, I would appreciate a "thank you." Take 3 seconds to appreciate the time, effort, & money I spent. That's all. Now, I'm nowhere near as bad or as obsessive as my …
