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Okay, so I had a few rough days. And “rough” is putting it lightly. I’ll need to do a deeper dive into this later but I completely binged on alcohol & made some really stupid, really dangerous decisions.
I’m okay. I’m safe & I’m home. Just need to put that out there.
Like I said, I’ll get into this later but I went against all my natural instincts. I drunk texted several people (if you’re reading this, I’m so sorry). Some of them I chewed out for going AWOL. Others I sent random videos of my food? I don’t know. It’s all a blur. I’m embarrassed & angry for burning bridges that were just fine the way they were.
Ugh.
So yeah. I’m trying to move forward & cope with everything.
finding my truth 