Drawing a blank…

For the past week or so, I’ve been unbelievably tired. My mind’s been in a fog & I feel sluggish.

No, I’m not pregnant. I’m pretty sure I’ve just been skirting the edge of a depressive episode.

I think it’s because it’s so ungodly cold out. I live in the Midwest so we’ve been dealing with the “polar vortex” lately. I don’t have SAD or anything like that. No, lucky me, my depression is year-round. 😉 But because it’s so cold, I’m in this constant state of trying to get warm & stay warm. And, let’s face it, it’s February. Usually, by this point, I’m over it.

I find myself drinking Bangs, Diet Cokes, & a ton of water to get my mind & body moving. Even so, I’m still stumbling into bed & calling it quits around 2200. All I want to do is sleep. I’m basically a bear. 😉

In some twisted way, I feel like if I would just fall into this episode & get it over with, I would feel better…? Does that make sense?

I haven’t eaten yet so maybe I should. I’m sure that would help, right? I don’t know. I just feel like I’m constantly drawing a blank. I know there’s a lot I wanna tell you but when I try to think of something, nothing’s there.

Ugh. So frustrating.

I love this. Kindness is always important!