My heart

I got some really personal & difficult news last night. I didn’t sleep well from it & I’m still having problems dealing. Physically, I’m worn out & my body is reacting negatively. I’m emptying out & I’m having chills. Mentally, I want to give up. I feel completely overlooked & rejected. What’s the point anymore? Am I that forgettable? I’m trying to do the right thing & to pull it off with a little bit of grace. If my heart wasn’t so tangled up, I could walk away. But my heart…my heart…