Exhausted

I am completely worn out. I’ve been around people all day & I’m spent. It’s about 2300 & I’m about to go to bed. I don’t do that. I’m usually the one that’s up until 0130 or so with her mind whirling around & around with no end in sight. But tonight, I can’t think straight. My mind is in a fog. My head feels like it’s in a vise. My body feels like I was smacked around by a 2×4. So when I tell you it’s exhausting to be “on” all the time, I don’t mean that lightly. Some days, it takes everything in me to continue on in front of others & act sociable & polite. And there are several reasons for that which we’ll get into later. But for now? I’m going to bed.